Of course, as he is right now Shuichi just wilts a little, feeling almost scolded for being so self-deprecating, but for real. Good job, Dixon.]
Sor--
[He has to cut himself off, shaking his head a little and already anticipating the scolding over apologizing for apologizing and the endless circle of stupidity that leads to.
The urge is still there to just be curt and point out that it's Dixon's turn. But...god, the dude is clearly trying, and the irritable part of Shuichi will almost always lose to the sympathetic part. He fusses with his cards, spreading them and sliding them back into a thin stack and evening the stack's edges against one palm, hesitating for a long moment before he finally sighs and tosses the man a bone.]
I just...shouldn't be here in the first place. I'm just weighing everyone down. I can't help anyone.
[The only help he's ever been able to give is post-mortem. Whatever this place is, another game or some show or actual magic bullshit or whatever, he doesn't want to play that role again.]
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Of course, as he is right now Shuichi just wilts a little, feeling almost scolded for being so self-deprecating, but for real. Good job, Dixon.]
Sor--
[He has to cut himself off, shaking his head a little and already anticipating the scolding over apologizing for apologizing and the endless circle of stupidity that leads to.
The urge is still there to just be curt and point out that it's Dixon's turn. But...god, the dude is clearly trying, and the irritable part of Shuichi will almost always lose to the sympathetic part. He fusses with his cards, spreading them and sliding them back into a thin stack and evening the stack's edges against one palm, hesitating for a long moment before he finally sighs and tosses the man a bone.]
I just...shouldn't be here in the first place. I'm just weighing everyone down. I can't help anyone.
[The only help he's ever been able to give is post-mortem. Whatever this place is, another game or some show or actual magic bullshit or whatever, he doesn't want to play that role again.]